THE SHOES LESS WALKED!!!
PEOPLE FAIL TO REALIZE THAT THINGS ARE EASIER SAID THAN TRAVELED THROUGH. TRY WALKING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOES WHO HAVE STRUGGLED THROUGHOUT THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. AS THE YEARS GO BY, TIMES GET HARDER AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS TRY TO SURVIVE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. IM NOT TRYING TO MAKE ANYONE SHOW SYMPHONY ON ME BUT TO GIVE YOU A GLANCE INTO WADE WORLD. I HAVE BEEN EMANCIPATED AS AN RESPONSIBLE ADULT EVERY SINCE I WAS EIGHTEEN, FROM THAT DAY FORWARD, I BEEN DOING EVERYTHING ON MY OWN. AND AS A MOTHER OF THREE. I THINK I DONE A GOOD JOB. BUT, A PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH UNTIL THEY ARE SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. I NEVER BEEN THE ONE TO DEPEND ON OTHERS. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THAT ARE IN WORSE SITUATIONS THAN I AM IN. I WOULDN'T MIND TAKING OFF MY SHOES FOR ONE DAY AND LETTING SOMEONE ELSE FULFILL THEM AND TRAVEL THE ROADS I HAVE TAKEN. YES, I HAVE MADE BAD DECISIONS THROUGHOUT LIFE, WHO DOESN'T? WE ALL DO--WE ARE HUMANS, AND WE ONLY LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES. THERE HAVE BEEN DAYS, I WANTED TO END IT ALL. BUT, AS A CHRISTIAN THAT HAS BACKSLID; I KNOW THAT WOULDN'T FIT WELL WITH MY FATHER. I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY I HAVE BACK SLID FROM MY FATHER, WHO HASN'T? I GRADUALLY WORK MY WAY BACK INTO MY FATHER ARMS AND PRAY NOT TO STEER AWAY ANYMORE. AND ON OTHER HANDS I HAVE THREE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS WHO LOOK UP TO ME AS THEIR ROLE MODEL. I COULD GO ON AND ON BUT, I WILL CEASE HERE. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION!!!
WHO WOULD LIKE TO WALK THE SHOES I TRAVEL IN?
“Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”
― George Bernard Shaw
DECEMBER 2, 2011, A DAY MY CHILDREN AND I WILL NEVER FORGET. IT WAS A FRIDAY MORNING, I HAD PUT MY THREE GIRLS ON THE SCHOOL BUS. THEIR AGES AT THE TIME WHERE 13, 11, AND 6. I HAD LAID BACK DOWN TO GET SOME REST. FIVE MINUTES LATER, I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SAYING, "MOM, WE HAVE BEEN IN A BUS WRECK THAT I NEED TO BE ON MY WAY." I RUSHED PUTTING ON MY CLOTHES AND SHOES, GRABBED MY CAR KEYS AND I SPED ALL THE WAY TO THEM. IT WAS SO MUCH GOING THROUGH MY MIND AND WHEN I ARRIVED THERE, I SAW THAT MY OLDEST DAUGHTER HAD PROBLEMS BREATHING, MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER COMPLAINED HER BACK WAS HURTING, AND MY YOUNGEST COMPLAINED THAT HER HEAD HURT. THERE WAS OTHERS CHILDREN INVOLVED WITH THE ACCIDENT THAT ALSO GOT INJURED. I DIDN'T EVEN GIVE THE AMBULANCE TIME TO COME TO THE SCENE, I GATHERED MY CHILDREN AND I TRANSPORTED THEM TO THE HOSPITAL MYSELF ALONG WITH OTHER PARENTS WHO DID THE SAME.
PEOPLE FAIL TO REALIZE THAT THINGS ARE EASIER SAID THAN TRAVELED THROUGH. TRY WALKING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE'S SHOES WHO HAVE STRUGGLED THROUGHOUT THEIR ENTIRE ADULTHOOD. AS THE YEARS GO BY, TIMES GET HARDER AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS TRY TO SURVIVE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. IM NOT TRYING TO MAKE ANYONE SHOW SYMPHONY ON ME BUT TO GIVE YOU A GLANCE INTO WADE WORLD. I HAVE BEEN EMANCIPATED AS AN RESPONSIBLE ADULT EVERY SINCE I WAS EIGHTEEN, FROM THAT DAY FORWARD, I BEEN DOING EVERYTHING ON MY OWN. AND AS A MOTHER OF THREE. I THINK I DONE A GOOD JOB. BUT, A PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH UNTIL THEY ARE SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. I NEVER BEEN THE ONE TO DEPEND ON OTHERS. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THAT ARE IN WORSE SITUATIONS THAN I AM IN. I WOULDN'T MIND TAKING OFF MY SHOES FOR ONE DAY AND LETTING SOMEONE ELSE FULFILL THEM AND TRAVEL THE ROADS I HAVE TAKEN. YES, I HAVE MADE BAD DECISIONS THROUGHOUT LIFE, WHO DOESN'T? WE ALL DO--WE ARE HUMANS, AND WE ONLY LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES. THERE HAVE BEEN DAYS, I WANTED TO END IT ALL. BUT, AS A CHRISTIAN THAT HAS BACKSLID; I KNOW THAT WOULDN'T FIT WELL WITH MY FATHER. I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY I HAVE BACK SLID FROM MY FATHER, WHO HASN'T? I GRADUALLY WORK MY WAY BACK INTO MY FATHER ARMS AND PRAY NOT TO STEER AWAY ANYMORE. AND ON OTHER HANDS I HAVE THREE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS WHO LOOK UP TO ME AS THEIR ROLE MODEL. I COULD GO ON AND ON BUT, I WILL CEASE HERE. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION!!!
WHO WOULD LIKE TO WALK THE SHOES I TRAVEL IN?
“Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”
― George Bernard Shaw
DECEMBER 2, 2011, A DAY MY CHILDREN AND I WILL NEVER FORGET. IT WAS A FRIDAY MORNING, I HAD PUT MY THREE GIRLS ON THE SCHOOL BUS. THEIR AGES AT THE TIME WHERE 13, 11, AND 6. I HAD LAID BACK DOWN TO GET SOME REST. FIVE MINUTES LATER, I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SAYING, "MOM, WE HAVE BEEN IN A BUS WRECK THAT I NEED TO BE ON MY WAY." I RUSHED PUTTING ON MY CLOTHES AND SHOES, GRABBED MY CAR KEYS AND I SPED ALL THE WAY TO THEM. IT WAS SO MUCH GOING THROUGH MY MIND AND WHEN I ARRIVED THERE, I SAW THAT MY OLDEST DAUGHTER HAD PROBLEMS BREATHING, MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER COMPLAINED HER BACK WAS HURTING, AND MY YOUNGEST COMPLAINED THAT HER HEAD HURT. THERE WAS OTHERS CHILDREN INVOLVED WITH THE ACCIDENT THAT ALSO GOT INJURED. I DIDN'T EVEN GIVE THE AMBULANCE TIME TO COME TO THE SCENE, I GATHERED MY CHILDREN AND I TRANSPORTED THEM TO THE HOSPITAL MYSELF ALONG WITH OTHER PARENTS WHO DID THE SAME.
THIS IS HOW I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, I FELT REPLENISHED. IT FELT GOOD FOR A CHANGE, TO NOT WAKE UP FEELING ALL EMPTIED OUT. MY DAY RAN SMOOTH AND FOR ONCE NO STRESS. I WOULD LIKE TO WAKE UP EACH AND EVERYDAY LIKE THIS, BUT, WE ALL KNOW ITS NOT POSSIBLE. WE ALL HAVE TO GO THROUGH OUR TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS, TO STRENGTHEN US. THEREFORE, WE WOULD CALL UPON HIS NAME. OTHERWISE,IF WE DO NOT GO THROUGH TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS, WE WOULD FORGET ABOUT JESUS. JESUS SUFFERED TREMENDOUSLY TO FORGIVE US OF OUR INIQUITIES. I AM NOT TRYING TO PASS ON A SERMON, BUT ONLY SPEAKING WHAT IS COMING FROM MY HEART. NO, I AM NOT PORTRAYING MYSELF AS BEING PURE. BECAUSE, WE ALL KNOW THAT WE HAVE OUR FLAWS AND NO ONE IS PERFECT. MOST OF ALL I WANT TO GIVE HONORS AND THANKS TO THE GREAT ALMIGHTY JESUS FOR BREATHING AIR INTO MY LUNGS, SO THAT I COULD SEE THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY. I ONLY WANTED TO DISTRIBUTE OF HOW I FELT THIS MORNING BUT, I WAS TAKEN FURTHER THAN I EXPECTED.
MAY EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, HAVE A BLESSED DAY!!!
“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
― William W. Purkey
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
― William W. Purkey
I
KNOW THAT I AM SUPPOSE TO BE FEELING SUPERIOR RIGHT NOW. ITS A NEW YEAR
WITH DIFFERENT STROKES. BUT HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOUR WORLD IS
CRUMBLING AND EVERYTHING FALLING APART? ITS HARD TO PICK UP THE PIECES
AND PLACE THEM WITHIN THE CORRECT SPOT.
SOMETIMES
I JUST WONDER, WHY DO THE GOOD ONES HAVE TO SUFFER AND GO THROUGH
TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS. JUST TO SEE HOW MUCH A PERSON CAN ENDURE. THE
SPOIL LIVES THE GOOD LIFE WHILE THE GOOD STRUGGLES.
OUTSIDERS NEVER KNOWS WHAT A PERSON GOES THROUGH, BECAUSE THEY CONCEALS THEIR FEELINGS WITH A SMILE.
FROM
THIS DAY FORTH, ITS TIME FOR ME TO START COLLECTING THE PIECES, NO
MATTER HOW HARD IT IS TO REPLACE THEM, I WILL NOT CEASE. WITH THE HELP
OF MY FATHER, I KNOW THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
Life
is beautiful, as long as it consumes you. When it is rushing through
you, destroying you, life is gorgeous, glorious. It’s when you burn a
slow fire and save fuel, that life’s not worth having. -D. H. Lawrence
MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR 2017, IS TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL WITHIN
EVERYTHING
THAT I PURSUE. I WANT NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR MY THREE BEAUTIFUL
DAUGHTERS, WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. THEY ARE MY MOTIVATION
FOR EVERYTHING THAT I DO. FIRST AND FAR MOST; I GIVE HONOR TO MY
HEAVENLY FATHER, WHO BREATHE AIR INTO MY LUNGS AND WAKES ME UP EACH AND
EVERYDAY. MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND MY CHILDREN ARE THE REASON WHY I AM
HERE TODAY. I KNOW MY FATHER PLACED ME ON THIS EARTH FOR A PURPOSE AND I
AM HERE TO FULFILL IT TO MY BEST ABILITIES.
" THE PURPOSE OF LIFE IS TO LIVE IT,TO TASTE THE EXPERIENCE TO THE UTMOST,TO REACH OUT EAGERLY AND WITHOUT FEAR FOR NEWER
AND RICHER EXPERIENCE." --ELEANOR ROOSEVELT--
AND RICHER EXPERIENCE." --ELEANOR ROOSEVELT--
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